Standing on the precipice. Has anyone ever been there? I know it sounds a little crazy, but I don't care. Here's my story from about 2 months ago. I was driving down the road and there was a sudden buzzing feeling all around my head. I was getting all of these ideas about the coming together of the different disciplines: science, technology, religion, philosophy, psychology, etc. All of them were coming to the same conclusion around the same time, but from a different path. It was an indescribably beautiful feeling and I felt I had been given a great gift. This has happened to me a handful of times in the last couple of year. I know, it's nebulous. I'd like to hear from anyone else has had similar experiences or if you have expertise in a field that could explain the experience. I've had panic attacks before and the energy I was feeling was similar but more positive than negative. Theories? It's okay if your theory is that I'm looney tunes, we all are a little bit.
Gaynor I started having panic attacks prior to my awakening, I was so scared I really thought I was going to die, I'd never had them before, and I haven't had them since, I also wondered if any one else experienced this too?
Friday 19 February 2016, 16:58:09
Tony_G Thanks, Gaynor. I think a small part of the reason I am here is to find out how many other people are going through what I'm going through. I don't know if it's a culmination of the kinds of things I pay attention to or something bigger than that. I'm okay with exploring any theory at this point. I will say it felt a little like I was having a dream while awake, which has never happened to me before.
Friday 19 February 2016, 17:03:45
Tony_G Science, religion, philosophy and psychology are all in the same pitch-dark room trying to describe the same elephant but all of them are coming up with a different answer. Suddenly someone turns the light on and everyone can see the elephant for what it truly is.
Guzzibob Sounds like you had a cosmic download...sort of a mini version of what David Icke had when he went to Peru for the first time which lead him to where he is today...nice one Tony G!
Friday 19 February 2016, 17:16:14
Tony_G Funny, I told my girlfriend later that day that it felt like I had had too much data pushed into my head too fast, I could only understand a small fraction of it. I'm still trying, with little success to untangle it all. That's where the elephant in the room metaphor came from, me trying to explain what I don't really understand.
[deleted user] Hey Tony_G Sounds like you had an awesome vision. I can only speak for myself but in the last couple of years I have had experiences similar to yours. These have been rising in frequency and intensity. From my observations there are many people out there experiencing things similar. I think the beautiful part of your vision is that the lights have been turned on and people do see the elephant. We rightly need to stay informed of the crap but we also need to support those who have the peaceful solutions for a different path for humanity. Sometimes in the low energy vibaration its easy to forget how much positive knowledge is being shared with experts in their fields working with
Tony_G I've had a smaller one since then but the timing was not good to let it wash over me. I told myself "not now" and went on with my day. This was a couple weeks or so ago and It hasn't come back so far.
Friday 19 February 2016, 17:47:17
jason When I woke up I was getting really painfull headaches all the time has anyone had anything like that?
Friday 19 February 2016, 19:17:21
Tony_G I didn't but I have heard that headaches are a symptom. I did get stress related headaches when I was younger and awakening can be a source of stress. Did you feel anxious during your awakening?
Friday 19 February 2016, 19:20:33
jason It was a scary time if I remember my head was all over couldnt make sense of anything
[deleted user] Great post Tony, way to put yourself out there. Interesting to see so many people coming "online". A download from Alpha Centauri, The Great Electron, our Higher Self, Mother Earth, or just spontaneous epiphany? Hard to say, maybe they're all one. All of the things you've mentioned certainly are one and the same thing, nothing is separate. Science is religion is philosophy is psychology and will be the basis for a new technology, if we can get our act together on this little rock.
Saturday 20 February 2016, 01:54:28
Trees Tony, these comments you post are great. You are not entirely clear on this in your posts, but I think you would like these visions, for they are visions, to continue. I hope that you do want them to continue. I think the visions are harbingers of an expanded awareness that you are growing into, to inhabit full-time. No need to push. Something I might suggest: you say that you have had a "smaller" experience... it might be good to envision, focus in your mind, on what that energy felt like. How did it feel in your body, how did it feel in your head. Then you might just notice that "whispers" of that energy begin to appear in your everyday life. Actually they were always there but it sounds like you are beginning to notice this energy, to become more sensitive to it. Sometimes for me whispers of higher energy appear kind of "off to the side" of my awareness, like wisps of angel hair. When I become aware of these "wisps" I try to listen and to do or notice whatever the "wisp" seems to be saying. The wisps are whispers of higher energy, and that is magic, that we can receive these. So congratulations. Your experiences are a great gift! It might be good just to sit with gratitude, as often as you remember to do it, for this great opening which you are experiencing. Love to hear more as it all, as you, Unfold. Miracles!
Tony_G Thanks, Trees. It would be interesting to hear about others who've had similar experiences and whether or not the impressions others are getting are the same, similar or different.
Saturday 20 February 2016, 09:08:50
[deleted user] I've had such experiences. I think part of what we experience is physiological in nature, and some is purely experiential, so some are similar, some different. For example the loud buzzing can often translate into physical vibrations and even muscle spasms, it can also be accompanied by sensing great heat in certain parts of the body, leading in some cases to profuse sweating. I've also heard loud drumming, not a heartbeat, but complex, syncopated rhythms. These feelings can be accompanied by visions of strange shapes, colors, flowing patterns, all sorts of eidetic experience, including full blown "movies" or even the vividness of being in a space. Sometimes I get information, "knowings" I call them, other times I might "remember" the future, sometimes I hear things like "popping" sounds or loud "bangs", wind, chirping or whining, even voices. These experiences, if you can avoid being freaked out by them, often lead somewhere. Where, is for you to discover.
Saturday 20 February 2016, 14:57:08
Tony_G I'd guess this was a knowing, Shaman. Though I've had the experience of just knowing something before, just not with the buzzing and not more information than I could understand at once. I've heard my name called out in my head a few times since the first one, usually when I'm lost in thought.
Sunday 21 February 2016, 02:20:46
[deleted user] The knowing can manifest in may different ways. I've discovered this intentional technique that may be of value, maybe not, up to you, but consider this. The universe, this duality, consists of two polarities, male and female, that build everything in it. Male energy is concentrative, it pulls in towards the center, it binds and congeals, it is gravity. Female energy is radiative, it expands outward from the center, it diffuses and disperses, it is levity. You can use this in meditation, concentrate on this feeling, dive into it, crystallize it into a diamond hard point, seek to know, desire and intention play key roles in this, form an intention, then decentrate, release, relax and allow the expansiveness to fill you, let the answers, the knowing, into yourself, make it your will. Constrict, then release, constrict and release, it's the pumping action of the universe, the orgasmic state of reproduction, and it works on these subtle energetic levels as well as it does on the manifest physical. I've found this to be an incredibly effective technique for getting to the heart of a knowing, and to keep it flowing. Other times, you just get a download and all sorts of information flows in, understanding at the most profound levels. It helps, if you can, to keep a journal and write all this stuff down, you might be getting stuff that you won't understand until years later. Life is weird that way. If something is calling out to you in your head, there may be something that is trying to get your attention, might be good to concentrate on that, on connecting with it, then decentrate and let it in. Relax your body, your mind, don't be hurried, let it come when it is ready, it might take a while, be patient, maybe even several sessions. This may help, or maybe I'm just loopy, either way, makes you a load of fun at parties.
Sunday 21 February 2016, 03:21:01
Tony_G I meditate daily so it wouldn't be hard for me to give this technique a try. Thanks Shaman.